Missing you.. 

The older I get the more I miss them. .

I mean I really do miss them more and more.

I’m reaching older years so what’s that all about? 

My loss seems more tangible than ever. I feel it deep in my soul just lately.
Is it because as I age I feel each day is a step closer to seeing them again?

I don’t know but I do know time is letting me realise how much I was loved and how lucky I was.

I so wish I could go back in time and savour all those moments I just took for granted as a child. 

Be able to say thank you with a true understanding of what I am receiving and the thought and love behind it all.

But I can’t. . I can only remember now and hope they know my eternal gratitude and love.

Thank you mum and dad, I hit the jackpot with you both. I miss you more than you’ll ever know xx